Yesterday, somewhere around 3 pm ,I slept bcoz I was feeling very sick and sleepy ,all credit goes to my zoom classes.As soon as I slept,I no longer felt like sleeping.But since,I had my tuitions afterwards so I decided to sleep no matter what.As I closed my eyes,I again struggled to sleep but finally I don’t know how I went into my dreams.That actually was not a dream,rather it was a nightmare.What I saw shocked me immensly.So the nightmare was abt my dad.Lemme quickly give u flashback of what has actually been going on in my father’s life for past 6 months ,I guess. He has been suffering from severe pain in his legs especially knees.We took him to a renowned doctor and he said that he has lost the grease of his knees.He gave some medications saying that they will make him feel better.Since then, we have been giving the medications to my dad.But not much improvement can actually be seen.And now my father has become much more stubborn and egoistic bcoz of constant pain.He becomes arrogant pretty easily and he even disrespected my mom n no. of times even after knowing the fact that she has been doing so much for him.So I decided to stop talking to him and I said my brother and my mom to leave him alone on his fate.
So now coming back to my dream.Becoz we usually forget our dreams right after we see them.So the same thing happened to me but I still managed to remember the core of it.What I saw in the dream goes like:
I saw my father pretty old lying in his bed and looking at me.He seemed so old to me.And he was crying.I guess in the dream I met him after 10 yrs or so.Bcoz he was looking so old.I hugged him,he started to cry even more.Now even I started to cry.When I hugged him,I could feel his ribcage.He had become very thin.I talked to him over various topics.I even apologized to him for not talking to him and leaving him alone. After hugging him for a couple of minutes I witnessed that he has died.I could not take it anymore so I just got up .My dream ended right there.I was so disturbed after this dream that I began to cry.I just understood that I m nothing without my parents.I cannot even imagine my life without my parents.Its hard to believe the fact that many orphaned kids are also living without their parents.I think I m very grateful to have a life where I have parents taking care of me.
The conclusion that I got from the above instance is that u should never take ur parents for granted.Forgive them even if they commit mistakes. U just never know when ur relationship will be snapped.So if u stay with them,love them and don’t fight.